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Thursday, December 31, 2009, 6:40 AM
damn tired4/5 days in a week got training
and most of the time we didn't do anything
'team bonding' perhaps hahas
played cheat for one hour before starting training. wtf.
teached jacky footdrill and blah blah, skip this part
then do first aid case
WHY do jacky always pang sei me D=
somehow something will happen to him =/
then i have to solo casualty
wanting to try rooster king's extreme case
JJ steam when he was the casualty WTF
don't want to elaborate anymore, give JJ face =D
girls, do not anyhow blame anyone when u find your sweets missing
Just for fun xD
Sunday, December 27, 2009, 4:35 AM
hey everyone reading my blog =Di am feeling more upbeat today.
i had something to motivate me on today
hmm, replying to anymous:
blog is a online diary, which means you can write your own thoughts inside it
its a free country and free speech is allowed,
which means you should not be able to criticize what i write
as i do not share any close relationship with you
but thank you for visiting my blog and 'tagging' it (whatever -.-)
and brush up on your english, ur english is horrible =) (no offence)
i watched many motivational videos today
rag to riches videos
it make me realise that anything is possible as long as you put ur heart into it
hahas, gotta do my chinese homework now. BYE!! =D
Friday, December 25, 2009, 8:56 AM
MERRY X'MAS everyoneoh, i am blogging at 1am, too late D=
its boxing day now.
i am begining to hate santa
he never help me do my homework! grrrrr
i celebrated by christmas by inviting two bangla workers to paint the ceiling -.-
took a whole day, but at least they went home happy with cash
thats what christmas is about, sharing the joy, i guess. xD
i still can't sleep well
still thinking about last year's FAC
where and we go wrong and etc etc
goddamn it, cannot wait until monday
too much emotional stress by people around me T.T
i feel like becoming the man in the fly video
yeah, i have been looked down, trodded, mistrusted.
maybe its time to take revenge on the world
hahas, i give it 0.006% chance of happening
since i am so kiasee
i don't think anyone reads my blog nowadays
but nevermind, going to post the fly video
enjoy =/
Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 8:18 AM
just realised i had a blog. LOLOLOL.going to do second cycle of CPR on it.
i had FAC training today, duno why i feel a little sad.
yu zheng does not trust me enought to become number 2
and i have to fight with jeremy on monday to see the results
i feel disappointed D=
yu zheng talked about my indecisivness
but that was just for the long case when i suddenly blanked out
all of this can be trained with hard work
a leader is not born a leader, it is through training and hard work.
i duno why i have that feeling of extreme sadness
it is just that i don't want to fight with jeremy for number 2
i know my character too well
i will turn all sarcastic and mean on everyone on my team if I fail to achieve what i want
i do not want my friendship with jeremy to go into the rocks because of this incident
since yu zheng told me that he may be changing me away
i have not slept well
the pressure to my head is just immense
when jeremy said he was going home to study the first aid mannual
i freaked out, i felt that my head was exploding
i felt that i had to do better than him
i feel ashamed of myself for thinking that way
but i really want that number 2 place
i feel that i can finally walk out of the shadows of rooster king if i can do that
i can finally erase the nightmares in the previous FAC when we screwed up
i can start anew, not just tied to one position
but am i cut out to be number 2 in the first place?
well, i only can leave this to yu zheng and jacky to decide.
but i will at least put in my 100% effort to retain my place
feeling mistrusted-alm0nD
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 2:54 AM
decided to do cpr on my dying blog 0.oare you afraid of the posting results?
i am almost pissing in my pants right now.
what if i go F&N? =/
AHHHHHH
who wans go comb humanities <3 with me? T_T
walau eh, results haven out then i panic until siao le. ._.
Monday, October 5, 2009, 6:48 PM
will be MIA-ING for a while due to exams. dun cry for me k? xD no lahh,i dun think anyone will miss me =X. will blog if i feel like blogging.jie xiang is gay
Thursday, October 1, 2009, 12:28 AM